He could never get used to John, so strong and capable, being the same man that Sherlock knew how to turn into a beautiful begging mess when it came to the bedroom. It never ceased to amaze him that he was capable of this- and it would only ever be him.
Or would it? If he really was Merlin (and Sherlock believed that he was) had he had other lovers in the past. If he was immortal, would Sherlock die and John live on to love someone else?
He shook those thoughts out of his head. He couldn't let doubt or jealousy get the better of him now.. He had John and John had him and it was enough for now, it seemed.
Sherlock took another squirt of lube and warned it in his hands for a moment, then gently started to massage around John's entrance, trying to banish those blasphemous thoughts from his head.
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Date: 2019-02-01 06:02 pm (UTC)Or would it? If he really was Merlin (and Sherlock believed that he was) had he had other lovers in the past. If he was immortal, would Sherlock die and John live on to love someone else?
He shook those thoughts out of his head. He couldn't let doubt or jealousy get the better of him now.. He had John and John had him and it was enough for now, it seemed.
Sherlock took another squirt of lube and warned it in his hands for a moment, then gently started to massage around John's entrance, trying to banish those blasphemous thoughts from his head.