Neither of them really knew if it would, but Sherlock didn't press the point. It was obvious that no matter what, John was going to want him to do this.
There were still so many alarms going off- he hadn't even known him for 24 hours.. he was another man, and he was a fucking fishman, most of all. He has no idea what was going to happen if he did this.. Everything was screaming at him not to.
And yet, he still couldn't make himself stop.
He had been curious about being with another man since before he stepped onto his first ship at 15. Bur he figured that it would never happen. And being a sailor, there was no pressure to find a wife, so at least he didn't have to pretend to like women.
"S-s-should.. I.. umm.. try a third finger?" He asked, really having no idea what he was doing. He had to guess, and go by what John was saying and doing.
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There were still so many alarms going off- he hadn't even known him for 24 hours.. he was another man, and he was a fucking fishman, most of all. He has no idea what was going to happen if he did this.. Everything was screaming at him not to.
And yet, he still couldn't make himself stop.
He had been curious about being with another man since before he stepped onto his first ship at 15. Bur he figured that it would never happen. And being a sailor, there was no pressure to find a wife, so at least he didn't have to pretend to like women.
"S-s-should.. I.. umm.. try a third finger?" He asked, really having no idea what he was doing. He had to guess, and go by what John was saying and doing.