His cheeks flushed a deep red. He looked down, a bit ashamed. "I make up for it.. by... umm. being ready to go pretty quickly again..." He tried to argue but it sounded pretty lame.

He hadn't come yet, but he had been pretty close there..

Thoroughly embarrassed now, he sat next to John on the bed, his hands in his lap, nervously fiddling, not sure what the man wanted to do now.. afraid that he was disappointed that this potential lover flew off the handle too quickly.